Proverbs 31:25-27

Proverbs 31:25-27
     She is clothed with strength and dignity,
           and she laughs without fear of the future.
     When she speaks, her words are wise,
           and she gives instructions with kindness.
     She carefully watches everything in her household
           and suffers nothing from laziness.


I have been reading in Proverbs for a few days. Finally read the whole book of Proverbs. I found so many great quotes in that book, I even started writing them down so I can quickly find them and remind myself of some of them. The one above I came across this morning. Sure, I've seen the quotes on pinterest with this saying. But I never read the actual verse before. I read all of Proverbs 31. And found so much that I could relate to.

As mothers, our work is never done. We have breakfast, lunch, supper, snacks, cleaning, organizing, planning, budgeting, doctor appointments, play dates, school(home school or other!) the demands on a wife and mother are endless. Some days, okay most days, there doesn't seem to be enough hours in the day to get every single thing done that needs to be done!

That verse really spoke to me this morning. It seems like, every day I am spending at least an hour trying to redo our budget to make it better, to come out better next month, but honestly. It doesn't change. No matter what I do, the budget isn't going to get any better. We have what we have. The Lord provided us with this budget and we need to find ways to live within it. I want to laugh without fear of the future.  But how do I do that? 

"When she speaks her words are wise, she gives instructions with kindness" Really got to me. My children look to me for instructions everyday. They learn from me, every single day. Every thing that I do, they are watching. And when I get stressed and say hateful things and use tones that cause them to get upset, I'm not instructing with kindness. I honestly need to work on this. Starting today.

"She carefully watches everything in her house hold, and suffers nothing from laziness."  -I personally hate being lazy. I hate having lazy mornings/afternoons/days. My husband is all for a lazy day on Sunday. But I can't stand it. I would rather be up doing something then sitting and watching tv for hours. This part reminds me to keep at it. The more I do, the better for my family, my self, my house hold, my life. A break is nice, believe me, that's how I'm writing this. But for me, being productive makes me feel better. 

I have a LOT to work on from this verse. I'm going to stick it some where i will see it many times a day(kitchen sink maybe?!) and I am going to do everything in my power to work on it. Also, I'm going to ask for guidance and strength to figure it all out from the Lord. With him all things are possible. 

I hope this encourages you like it has me! 

 

Point & Snap.

Getting a picture of all 3 of my children looking at the camera and smiling is basically impossible.

No matter what bribes I have, no matter what the person behind me is doing, someone is always looking the wrong direction, whining, sometimes crying, making a mad mean face, or just totally off in la la land. But I still try. I spend like 30 minutes at a time trying to get all 3 to look at me. To get that perfect picture. Ya know, the three children, all CLEAN, SMILING, LOOKING AT THE CAMERA, sitting perfectly. But seriously? That rarely happens!(It's never happened here haha)

 But when I go back and look at the pictures. Even though children are looking in the wrong directions, making mean/funny faces, it's all still perfect to me. Each one is showing their personality. And honestly, those pictures with three kids doing something totally different, thats my life right now. 3 young children, trying to grow into their own personalities, trying to understand this world and all thats in it. Trying to learn about God and life and still have fun like kids do. So don't get discouraged when your photo's don't turn out perfect, like those ones on pinterest. Because honestly, a picture like that wouldn't be true. Well it wouldn't be for us. Right now, our life is crazy, A fun crazy.

 A crazy with three littles one doing what they do best. So point that camera, and snap a billion pictures. Because one day, they are going to be grown and gone(Although my two oldest promise they are going to live with mama for ever and ever. :) ) and these pictures are going to be all thats left of their childhood. And honestly, these pictures are going to be the best. Not the ones with 3 perfect smiling children looking the same direction etc. But those pictures of three children laughing looking at each other, making funny faces at Daddy who is behind me trying to get everyone to look at the camera, that whiny face in the back ground and that funny face to the side. All those pictres are going to be great little memories and falsh backs one day. So keep snapping away. :)

Stumbling

Sorry for the short break. You know life, it just happens. Things happen unexpectedly and they can knock you off your feet. This past week has been a rough one for me. I honestly questioned everything from my faith to my husband to my family. I think everyone, at some time or another, goes through this. And let me tell you, it's no fun at all.

I took a break from everything, reading my bible, blogging, online, I sorta paused my life for a couple days. Trying to make sense of something and trying to see God's plan. But thats silly, because things happen and sometimes we never know God's plan or reasoning. We just have to remember that no matter what happens, God is still there. He is helping, teaching, showing, loving, always. And I really have to remember that!

While having my quiet time this morning, (with 3 kids running around of course. So it's really like a mommy time out where I tune them out and just try and focus on my bible) I came across these verses that seem to just hit me really hard and mean alot to me right now. I thought I would share them, in hopes that they will touch you as well.

These are from my Life Application Study Bible (NLT version)

Proverbs 20:24

The Lord directs our steps, so why try to understand everything along the way?

Psalm 37:23,24

The Lord directs the steps of the godly, He delights in every detail of their lives. 

Though they may stumble, they will never fall for the Lord holds them by the hand.

Proverbs 21:30

No human wisdom or understanding or plan can stand against the Lord.

I hope you all can find some peace in these verses like I have. Being a wife and mother is hard. We plan budgets, days, weeks, and everything else. But yet, life happens, the Lord has plans made for us already. And we have to remember to hold onto Him during the bad and the good times. And remember that even through the bad parts of His plan, He is trying to teach us something, trying to show us something, maybe trying to test our faith, theres so much to his plans that we do not see. That we may never ever see. But we have to remember that he wants whats best for us, and his plans always work out. What's that saying? When you make plans God laughs at them? His plans are better, I'm sure. 

So today, pray for guidance, wisdom, strength, and love. Pray that when the hard times come you have the strength to get through them with Lord. Because hard times sneak up on you, and can cause you to stumble. Just rememebr that the Lord is always holding your hand, even when you try to turn away. He's always there.

A new day.

I used to lay in bed as long as the kids would allow me to. Then, I would be awakened by 2-3 screaming children, wanting something to drink, something to eat, needing to potty, needing a diaper, whining becuase they are cold, or someone touched their favorite toy or something went missing in the night. The list really just goes on an on.

As you can imagine,(and I'm sure most of you know what I mean!) waking up like this isn't the best start to the day. I would wake up, get stressed out, get angry, and start having a break down all within thirty minutes of my feet hitting the floor.

I decided that that wasn't the mommy I wanted my children to remember. I wanted them to wake up to a happy mommy, who was ready to read with them, make breakfast, and have fun. Not a mommy who was stressed, yelling, running around like a chicken with her head cut off.

So I changed it. I now make my self get up when my husband does for work. (6am, oh joy!) (AND usually 1-2 of my children are up by 6 :30) Anyways. I get up when he does, I make coffee, make the bed, do a quick clean up of anything I may have forgotten the night before, and then I grabd my bible, hot coffee, and I read. I pray. I read. I pray. No tv, no cell phone, no radio, no computer. Just a lamp, my couch and blanket, hot coffee(must!) and my bible. It's my only quiet of the day.

Now, as you're reading this. You think I'm crazy. Getting up WAY earlier then I *need* to, because with kids sleep is precious! Believe me! I know! My daughter is 5 and still does NOT sleep all night. I used to read about mothers doing this same thing. Getting up early, having quiet bible time. And I thought they were crazy.

Here is Ryder sleeping on my one morning. He is normally the first one always up. And sometimes, during quiet time(even if they get up I keep the tv's off etc. for my quiet time) he falls back asleep for awhile on mama.

But now I know. This works. It's now 7 35 AM and some how all 3 of my children are still in bed.(I am in no way saying this will make your children sleep later. I'm sure mine are still asleep from not sleeping well the past 2 nights!) I spent an hour reading my bible and praying. I had two cups of coffee. My bed is made, kitchen is decent, and I'm still sitting here by my lamp with my blanket and no noise whatsoever except my 17 month olds noise maker(which is on the ocean sound, very relaxing).

Having my morning bible time makes me happy. As soon as the kids come out of their room I'm up helping them get dressed and get some breakfast. I'm not saying our days are peachy and perfect just because I do this. But I do tend to have better moods when I am able to do this and that makes for a better start to just about any day.

So what do you do? Do you have quiet time to you're self? A hobby that you do? Would love to hear how you start your day, or how you have your quiet time that helps keep the sanity. I hear someone waking up now, time to start this day with them.

Maybe today should have been Monday......

So today has been rough. No real reason why. The weather is rainy and windy and cloudy and I believe that has put everyone in grumpy moods. Along with Ryder being up all night long. No sleep could be a factor for today's grumpiness.

I had a break down. You know, when one kid is screaming for lunch(that you end up making whatever he wants and he takes 3 bites and runs off because he is "done!"), another kid is whining about not having anyone to play with, and the toddler is screaming because the time change has totally messed him up! Then you have dishes, laundry,(oh wait! Can't do laundry because the dryer quit working over a month ago), anyways, back to my list. School time, cleaning, planning supper at some point, and the list just goes on an on.

And I lost it! Total crying fit, hid in my room, let it all out. The kids were a mess, house was a mess, and we just can never stay on our budget at all so that totally stresses me out. 

It was just one of those days where everything seemed to hit me at once. Everything wrong or messed up or whatever came right at me and hit me in the face. I'm sure you know those days.

In the middle of my "break down" I prayed. Prayed my heart out. Prayed for a way to change our situation in some way. A way for me to help my family and get away from the grumpiness, budget issues(those are never really fixed but thats life!) and a way for us to be happy.

It took a while, but a couple hours later after a much needed nap for the two boys, everyone is in good moods. Kids are playing happily(wow!) together and while the house is still a mess, that's okay. It's almost time for David to get home from work. Maybe I can get the kids to join me in a 5 minutes quick clean up of the house.  But then again maybe not. Maybe I'll let him see the chaos from a fun afternoon with 3 children. ;)

& yes my 17 month old is making a duck face at the camera... It's a front facing camera on my phone, sorry for the horrible quality. :)

The Realities Of Motherhood.

 Let's stop comparing.

Seriously.

So if you're here, chances are you have children. And chances are that you have read blogs that have made you feel bad about your self, your house, your children, your marriage, your life. Chances are you have tried to make your life like someone's you have read about on a blog (or anywhere really) because theirs looked so perfect. Their children (in the pictures that they decided to share of course) were always sparkly and clean and in name brand clothing and smiling perfectly at the camera. Their husbands looked more involved then yours, their house always looked clean and in perfect order. They were able to get out of their house with their children and actually DO things! While you were stuck at home, day after day, wondering what in the world you were supposed to be doing.

I've been there. More then once. And I hated it. I compared my life to blogs and instagrams and my life wasn't measuring up, at all.

So I got depressed. I wasn't happy with my life. My kids were loud, whiny, mean to each other half the time, refused to help me clean up most of the time, were stubborn, dirty alot from playing,eating, markers etc. My husband didn't build furinture from scratch! AND he hates to paint. He didn't take the kids out to the park by himself so I could have a couple hours of ALONE time. (Wait, what is alone time anyways?!?!)

My house is honestly never clean. I mean sure I spend hours every day cleaning in some way, but I have three children. These three children live here, all the time. They play here, they learn here, they love here, they have adventures here, this is their life. And I was trying to make my house as clean and perfect as those on those blogs and instagrams, and Pinterest! Can't forget that one!

It's okay to read blogs, follow people on instagram and have a billion boards on pinterest. But remember. This is your life. It will NEVER be perfect. Your children are going to cry(sometimes for hours!) they are going to scream and  fight and whine and make messes so fast you would swear they had super powers. Your husband is NOT perfect! He isn't going to be there to help you do every little thing 24/7 because he probably works out side of the home to support his family. And on weekends he may just feel like relaxing with you and the kids instead of painting the whole house in one weekend. (I tried that one, we got the living room and we haven't made it any farther!)

So my advice, look around you. You have your home and family. You have food and clothing. May not be name brand food or clothing(thats us!) but it works just as good. Be happy. Look at your blessings. God blesses all of us differently, because we are all on different paths. Remember to breathe, pray, and enjoy your children and life. (Yes, I know. This is ALL alot easier said then done. But try. Every day, try.)

I wanted a picture with all 3 kids. I wanted Taylor and Ryder at my sides and Denver in my arms. Ryder had other plans. But the picture still came out pretty great if I may say so.

Welcome

Hello, I want to share who I am in this first post. My name is Maribeth. I am married to my high school sweetheart, and we have three(yes 3!) children.We are going on 8 years together.

Our daughter is Taylor, she is 5. She is a princess of course. She loves to be my little helper with the boys.

 Our son, Ryder is in the middle. He is 3.5. He's our sour patch kid. Mean to you one moment and then the sweetest thing ever the next.

 And our youngest is Denver and he is 17 months. He is about the same as Ryder. Can be mean but oh so sweet!

Growing up I always wanted a big family. I always wanted to be different from other people. And believe me, I am! I home school. Right now it's just preschool/kindergarten. But its fun and we all seem to really enjoy it. I cloth diaper, and I LOVE IT! I started when Ryder was a tiny baby and Taylor was getting ready to potty train. Best money ever spent. I love to bake, and the kids LOVE to help me! I love to read my bible, read with the kids in their bibles, and we all love craft time. (I just don't enjoy the clean up after craft time. Who does?) My dryer quit working around the 1st of February (2014) and I refuse to go into debt to get a new one. (We also need a new washer, thats another story.)

 So I'm currently hanging clothes out to dry on the pretty days and hanging them all over my house when we have rainy spells.

We live in Tennessee, and love it here. We are in a VERY small town, not many jobs, not many(okay really nothing to do) things to do around here. But we love it here. David and I both grew up here, met here, fell in love here, and all 3 of our children have lived here since they were born. It's beautiful near these mountains. That's for sure.

So there it is. All about me, almost.  God has blessed me way more then I could ever deserve. & I am very thankful.

So, before we start this day, lets remember to be thankful for our faith, love, family & of course coffee :) And after the night I had(Taylor & Ryder up most of the night) I am going to need ALOT of coffee. :)